Talking...

I said I lived with depression about the second post into this blog. I must admit, it sucks to live with it. I don't wanna say 'suffering' or 'debilitating' even though those are the results of my depression. I am going back into therapy... I thought I would come out of this latest bout without drugs or anything but that hasn't happened. The thing is I want to talk to people, I wish I were with people... and at the same time feel so uncomfortable with people and can't talk to people. I am just a living hypocracy... what I want I can't have.

Bitch session over, have a good Thanksgiving. I am having prime rib at my brother's house.